This is a chaotic month, where I have to pay taxes and the mortgage, money is short. I am going to my hearing today to appeal my tax appraisal on the house. I'm a little freaked out, never been to court. I do not particularly like the man. I have the NAT art opening. I am tired. I need to make more art, but with these issues I have no inspiration. I cannot find any reason to make a sculpture for myself. Maybe to calm myself! Maybe for my loved ones, who want me so badly to succeed. Maybe because I have to! I don't know.